Beginnings

“Nothingness” is about capturing the moments that teach me about myself. It’s an expression of what I feel, how I react to situations and what I learn from them. It’s about embracing my imperfection. It’s about consciousness. It’s about gratitude and giving due credit. It’s about candid conversations. It’s about experiences. It’s about my interactions. It’s about my love for speaking. It’s about my love for food. It’s about my love for sitcoms. It’s about my attempts to keep fit. It’s about controlling my temper. It’s about my love for aimless wandering. It’s about my life. Why “nothingness”? After my father’s death in 2007, there is a part of me which lives in non-existence. This gives meaning to my life every single day. This is my driving force, my source of energy. It’s about this realisation - Nothing is constant. In my attempt to achieve permanency in life, I have lost out on many things. I have also realised that there is nothing anymore that can give me ABSOLUTE happiness or ABSOLUTE motivation. I’m always high on energy and spirits, but needless to say, it always feels like “I can feel still more”. 

Anyhow, I'm hoping, my attempt to write is not dampened by my meaningless excuses this time.